[ There's a significant delay as Alberto types the longest text message he's ever typed ever. But dwells on every word before he sends it. Treats it like a letter to Luca... just without any of the cute drawings to soften things. It's all punch. ]
asrietto... thats luca for me. he saved me. he got me off the island. literally and figuratively...
chara told me they killed themself to save your family. i dont know the details... and it's none of my business, REALLY. i dont need to know. but... even if they think theyre not a nice person... and even if thats a CRAZY thing to do... if they did it to save someone else, then thats selfless, yknow? and thats nice. thats good. people change a lot. sometimes it takes a long time. and sometimes people DONT change.
i dont think my dad is gonna change. i hoped for a long time he would. but... despite evertying... even now i dont think my dad is BAD. hes just... dad. that sjust him. he is who he is. i know that now. yknow? becuse i am who i am too. whatever dad thinsk about me... or whatever anyone else thinks too!
WE decide the truth. what we need it to be. when we need it to be, whatever we decide it to be. even if it changes. even if it changes over and over and over again! capisce? anything else, thats just bruno talking. bruno LYING.
i lie. i do stupid things. i cause people problems. i DO ruin everything...!!! i KNOW i do!!! thats the worst part becase i do it anyway?? i hurt giulia because i was jealous. i hurt LUCA. i betrayed him he betrayed ME... i ruined massimo's business I BURNED MASSIMO'S BOAT
but you know what? we fixed it. massimo told me when he was our age, once, he made his dad SO ANGRY that his dad punched a hole in a BRICK WALL but then... they fixed it.
you and frisk fixed it. you and chara fixed it. some things cant be fixed. if my dad showed up HERE... i dont know if we could fix it. i dont know if he'd WANT to... but if he does show up, and he doesnt want to...
then thats ok too. becus i fixed it already. with luca. and massimo. and with you. and even chara too. you know what i mean?
so even if we punched A BUNCH OF HOLES in a brick wall... we just fix it.
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Date: 2021-12-03 02:12 am (UTC)asrietto... thats luca for me.
he saved me.
he got me off the island. literally and figuratively...
chara told me they killed themself to save your family. i dont know the details... and it's none of my business, REALLY. i dont need to know. but... even if they think theyre not a nice person... and even if thats a CRAZY thing to do... if they did it to save someone else, then thats selfless, yknow? and thats nice. thats good.
people change a lot.
sometimes it takes a long time.
and sometimes people DONT change.
i dont think my dad is gonna change. i hoped for a long time he would.
but... despite evertying... even now i dont think my dad is BAD. hes just... dad. that sjust him. he is who he is. i know that now. yknow? becuse i am who i am too. whatever dad thinsk about me... or whatever anyone else thinks too!
WE decide the truth. what we need it to be. when we need it to be, whatever we decide it to be. even if it changes. even if it changes over and over and over again! capisce?
anything else, thats just bruno talking. bruno LYING.
i lie. i do stupid things. i cause people problems.
i DO ruin everything...!!! i KNOW i do!!! thats the worst part
becase i do it anyway??
i hurt giulia because i was jealous. i hurt LUCA.
i betrayed him
he betrayed ME...
i ruined massimo's business
I BURNED MASSIMO'S BOAT
but you know what?
we fixed it.
massimo told me when he was our age, once, he made his dad SO ANGRY that his dad punched a hole in a BRICK WALL
but then... they fixed it.
you and frisk fixed it. you and chara fixed it.
some things cant be fixed.
if my dad showed up HERE...
i dont know if we could fix it. i dont know if he'd WANT to...
but if he does show up, and he doesnt want to...
then thats ok too.
becus i fixed it already.
with luca. and massimo.
and with you. and even chara too.
you know what i mean?
so even if we punched A BUNCH OF HOLES in a brick wall... we just fix it.